It is ironic that at the abundant banquet of life, most poor suckers are starving and trying to buy what should be had for free. Don't wanna be one of them. Must use this downtime to appreciate my current status, to make practical decisions that are based on the actual effort I am willing to expend and to reassess where my "relationship" is heading in the future. I know that what I value, protect and work at will eventually take on a life of its own and give back to me that which I have put in. Need to get real about the progress, priorities and quality of my love life, domestic situation and standard of living. Above all, have to keep it simple and not worry about what other people do.
...you have my heart tied with love...