What's the difference or big deal I say? How they or I ingest the self-loathing deeds and visceral humiliation to fill the wounds may vary; the chains or leashes they wear to cloak sins and obsessions may appear different by degree from mine; even the compulsive miserable company comes and goes, but the pedestal to which they link themselves -- pet slaves to their human frailties, evil-twins to their own primal fears and insatiable, distorted hunger is essentially the same as my suffering. So what am I waiting for? The white-elephant's entered the room and won't be ignored, but someone has to go first -- has to alleviate the tension in the relationship or let hell break loose. I've got the key now, so what's my pleasure?
This can be "it" -- a liberating moment of truth where I get to go out on a limb and into my act. Naturally, it'll be important to follow my heart and trust myself to just let the coming process unfold, rather than over-thinking a plan or getting uptight about a possible end result. In fact, I probably prefer not to be told too much -- especially by "naysayers" who don't have my vision; it might throw me off my groove.....
The Sun always rises and always sets - Suns ALWAYS rise and ALWAYS set!
