This isn't about skill but you could come to feel like a target of assumptions or snap judgments; as though being maneuvered by meddling insecurities or jealousies which come out like clockwork in response to differing abilities or perceived entitlement. Don't let it throw you or all bets will be off and it could get crazy. When the game is up you could be tempted to settle for being a "victim" of "fate" but realize too that this could be a destiny dependent on an impulsive roll-of-the-dice that returns as a self-fulfilling prophesy. You "deserve" to go for it. But don't say you weren't warned about the potential for foolishness or unpredictable mayhem.Being labeled a traitor to the clique but still sticking to the deal is an act of faith or labor of love, a testament to an underdog effort to salvage honor and redeem hope out of the glorious wreckage of abandoned creation that has also come to define your own descent or mismatched alliance. So hang in there.
