I am approaching the extraordinary! And I behold it.It is a spotlight chance to honor the past, to impress and to wipe the slate clean - to heal. The scene is playing itself out more than once, to revive the symbolic redemptive cost that comes to live eternal in a place where I already be-wept the passing of a once beautiful dream and sensation - a monumental effigy to the paranormal sacrifice glimpsed during a time when I gave all I had back to the ages...and survived.I think he has a private agenda to uphold and overcome. In fact, the need for public validation of his personal trails and wounds helps him stay loyal and focused on the crusade. So I am doing all possible to respect his rules and appreciate this pride and what it cost him to attain it. For the next steps, he must do the privileges and strategize occurrences, because he now holds jurisdiction and authority over the entry into his Empire. And I so want to win him. I would love his heart to be next to mine. I need this.
I am so scared!
