..today I went through this most horrible panicky situation where I wanted to fry myself some eggs, and could not decide HOW I wanted them to be! There was no problem with how I DID NOT want them to be: they were definitely NOT going to become an omelet. But that still leaves ALL OTHER OPTIONS open, and it can be so overwhelming!!! I was not going to use "spray" anything so they didn't stick - it was going to be fried on b-u-t-t-e-r. I had already been able to pick three of the eggs that were in the refrigerator: why was I now walking in circles? So I stood there in the middle of the kitchen, feeling utterly ridiculous, punishing myself with the most absurd guilt-filled thoughts, shaking and jittering as if scared of the eggs....It took a lot of courage and nerve to crack those eggs onto the pan! I was feeling consumed by doubt and lack of reference......and suddenly it clicked!
I did not want to eat any eggs, in any form, shape or taste, WITHOUT YOU...
