תשוקה

mem mem ayin

Assim
Que o dia amanheceu
Lá no mar alto da paixão
Dava pra ver o tempo ruir
Cadê você, que solidão
Esquecera de mim
Enfim
De tudo que há na terra
Não há nada em lugar nenhum
Que vá crescer sem você chegar
Longe de ti tudo parou
Ninguém sabe o que eu sofri
Amar é um deserto
E seus temores
Vida que vai na sela
Dessas dores
Não sabe voltar
Me dá teu calor
Vem me fazer feliz
Porque eu te amo
Você deságua em mim
E eu oceano
E esqueço que amar
É quase uma dor
Só sei
Viver
Se for
Por você

request

can you and i start thinking out of the box asap, please?

letter

YOU HAVE MADE ME FLY.

photo of drawing with collage by me - so complex!

In the Land of Victoria's Secret...

...things are NOT PINK and NEVER a secret!

(Rules of Engagement of Promiscuity in the Nations Capital)

N lies in bed, turning, tumbling and impatiently sexting, because the recipe with M has worked for over a year and a half - it is encouraged, but rarely delivered! Meanwhile, D files for divorce, because of unplanned financial intentions! In turn, C understands deeply all the rules of putting fire out, feet first! But Big B is the Best: no Bang for no Buck! L is a Monumental Mess worth of sight-seeing (remember: this IS The Capital). QI went up the hill, theoretically to fetch a pale of water... but never came back! ZB was obsessive only about having a child to pet! PN attempted an invasion, again an unsuccessful story! Now, MMK was a serial dater, currently repented of the career and checking for new options before it's too late! And SGF apparently got SS working again and is looking for a chance, after profound denial! MFU always insistently played on the mistaken field of the blade! Though only RSH really knew the game expertly!.....Ooops! Diplomatically speaking, that was in another country!

Technically, they can all kiss my ass for freedom of speech! I will just shut the f**k up!

If the above account were given to Alanis Morissette, she would probably write lovely lyrics out of it! ...Wait: maybe better Lady Gaga!!

(Written by a sad and under-payed Escort Girl!)

secret message:

don’t lucubrate: 

i want to be your umbra - 
              that simple!

intense drama

so i get this sweetest call explaining to me how "drama" is NOT a wanted trait, right? i mean, really! i think i am dreaming! but no: for 4 minutes out of the complete hour, it went on. and i was happy for it! very!
now, i would like to clarify, if i may, that what some people consider drama could just be pure intensity - don't you agree? as in, one is soo passionate, one just doesn't flatten thinks like most people tend to do. i would hate to be average, though i don't do anything to be unusual either. it simply comes out that i see things from a different perspective than others and often get to notice things before everyone too. plus i am damn courageous too!

wow! i'm finally so in love with me!

(collage by me too; i'm too much!)

ARDHANARISHVARA

THIS IS HOW I AM.

i can't do it alone!

so

children

help

           me!

art by chloe Jacobs

'b'ery-simple!

it feels as if i were still learning to spell !

it went like this:

“ what do you want now ? “

“ i want strawberries ! “

“ i only have blackberries ... “

“ but i want strawberries ! “

( it makes total sense ! )